Poetry

Friday, 30 March 2018

Night Bus


Night bus, night bus coming down the road
Coming like a troubled truss, for our woes to unload
Night bus in the water, in the river with the toad
Night bus its double trust, all your thoughts its knowed

Night bus on the Danube, down Bartók Béla, crossing near to Blaha Lujza utca


Crossing over the border, crossing lines and crossing hairs
To get her in your sight
Yet you know she!s not the target
Target of the night

Night bus rolling strongly like an unstoppable force
Filling with the people of the party
Flowing out like a river’s course
Filling up like sardines
Filling up like kippers,
Making me sleep your night bus dreams
While I put on my slippers

Getting out in the rain, in the heart filled night
In the mountains of my youth
The moon burns big and bright
In the architecture of desire, the buildings are taking shape
They fall and quake into one another
A new home to make

Night bus brewing merrily,
Like a kettle a boil
Steaming down the wet rainy streets
With the night busman’s toil

This kind of love


I don't believe in this kind of love
The kind that starts with a kiss
You are like a blue bottled fly
Buzzing around in a bottle of piss

I don't believe in organized religion
Nor the voice’s call from above
What if I did? I would fall into Oblivion
No, I don't believe in this kind of love

I don't have hours to waste in the bedroom
To spend on the desk or the ironing board
I don't have days to paste in your gloom
Or to paint white varnish over vampire hoards

I am a sick man of heaven
I am pirate of certain death
I have eleven tigers in the basement
And they are all raging holding their breath

I am a giant of Germanic literature
Fooling my guardian angel in step
She is a giant of cemetery censure
She will not allow me to see my own death

There are two fuses broken in the basement
One is the love of everything ordinary
The other is ordinance of every kind of love
And if you leave me I will fix the circuitry
But that still won't light up all of heaven above

I am a sick man full of pestilence and war
I hold in my hands the keys to the poor
I have locked them from riches and gold
I'm sorry they never told me the time to let go

I have a fire truck spitting its fire
I have a lake full of burning desire
I walk right through it, even on the water
Just to get a glimpse of Moses' daughter

Thursday, 22 March 2018

Desire

If I could say what I really wanted
Oh what a world that would be
One in which nobody wanted to pressurize me
One in which it is clear to see
What is important and what is just
The flotsam floating on the sea

If only such life sucking corals didn't tear
At my knee
When I try the shallow waters and wade into the beach
Into the inner lands of uncertainty

Where it is safer you might have thought
To be on dry land
Crossing my Ts
Dotting my 'i's
And drawing up noughts

Than out, out in the treachery of the wide open ocean
Where freedom hails the sharks from their homes
In caves beneath the surface emotions

Where jellyfish stingers of regret or guilt
Can pull down into the sinkhole
The very galleons they have built

That slow turtles of a mild day's cares
Come drifting by without hurry
Without trouble just the joy of being there
And then you ask me
Is this what you want??

Do I want life on an ocean of calm
Or one of boiling tumult?
I can tell you I want neither
Neither if they either cause you harm
But mostly I see no way out
Of such suffering
We are the pigs or the chickens
on Animal Farm

It is as inevitable as death and taxes
And sometimes it seems such is the weight of this
And yet we both are free are we not?
Both free to choose,
But not to love
Because that is paramount
Of top most concern
That I love you, you and, and you do not scorn
No I believe in the potential of this love
It is just I do not believe in the current flow between us
Sometimes it is DC, Sometimes AC and I must
Confess I turn off the power
When you blow a fuse in the basement
I can't find the fuse box, I'm looking in the medicine cabinet
Search for something to heal the ailment
In my soul or your soul
But sometimes I get confused which fuse is blown
Who I need to fix you or I
When you lose control
And let the house plants fly

I wonder what nether land of unearthly desire
I have stumbled upon
Or cut my hand
I watch it bleed in to your fire
And blood burns bitter not sweet
When it feels the unnatural heat
And sometimes it can no longer flow
Like a candle gone out
After the last blow
After all the screams and shouts
I cannot know
Which side of Eden I am about
Or whether to hold on
Or just let go
But I can't

Saturday, 17 March 2018

The city lights

All of these mysteries come circling like vultures
Trying to braid art into our many cultures
Seeing what the vibrato voice can really do
Try looking down the wishing well
You will see myself with you

Even when the weather's holy
As a sacred cow
And the brown paper bag
Is tethered to the crow
Even then my monopoly
On you is far from swift
I can hold you in my hands
But you cannot be my gift

Even when I see you together
With that other man
I fall between the pavement cracks
And my legs won't stand
Even when I hurt so bad
I can barely tell
One side of Trinidad from the other side of hell

This place is making me a little sick in the head
Like a feather from the crow flying from the land of the dead
Even when the weather's bad I remember the words you said
That we would be together through the nights
Through the streets
Through all the nights and streets
And the city lights that sped

Friday, 16 March 2018

up to you

Dead weights
In islands of my mind
Songs listing
Like Galleons in a storm
An armada of choices
Awash with indiscretion
Garlands of hubris
To crown myself in

The Fs and Rs
Are Happy Gs
Jest, it is Just
Ket, cat
Caterine, the rine
Of the cat

Nice Sky

Its a nice sky
What colour is it?
A kind of pinky orange, like a fish's scales
It hangs there like a tapestry over
the flats of a certain destiny
High rise in intensity
The dreams of Gherkins brought to courgettes
Ghengus Khan's children
Inadvertently under-esteemed
Until the Empire is just
This painted cloud castle
Where he rides his chariot
Drawing the sun, like he
Drew the close of day
On an age of magic

Sunday, 11 March 2018

All the Spring Flowers

All of us, all of us everyone
The seeds in the field
Growing in the Sun
All of us reaching to be closer to the one

All the silly sunflowers
Bobbing up their heads
Reminding us it is spring's hours
We need not be dead

Come alive in March
And fall into April
Like a tree with a broken branch
Whose height topples its alma mater - ial

Where can the cuckoo sit, when he comes to call?
The flowers with his cuckoo spit
Are grown against the wall
The shadow of the wall casts long in the afternoon
But I can yet hear his song way into the month of June

I need a lasoo or a whip
To keep the cattle rolling
I need a steamer or a ship
To keep the river strolling

Keep on going down the valley
The cowboys sing their song
Of all the yard girls at aunt Sally's
Yearning the whole day long